It almost feels like I’m living
All this love and affection leaves me breathless, without my speech I cling and regret fills me instantly
For you untangle my fingers from your shirt and shove me away, like I am a roaring fire
My desire to be with you is unimaginable and you constantly state that you’re unable to understand
You say I don’t understand, I wouldn’t like you if I were to know what you have done
I focus on the words “what I have done”; you frown as you speak them and move away
And I’m under the impression that you have yet to forgive yourself for those actions
You fear I’ll become close to you and develop feelings and I smile slightly, you’ve forgotten haven’t you?
The love I confessed to you years ago never went away; in your absence it grew stronger
Will I ever tell?